WOW how long has its been since ive put something in here........

Well i guess im just bored. But yea you know i dont really like xanga anymore. In my opinion it causes a lot of problems. But fuck it. Fuck all the drama cus it aint even worth my time. I dont care about all those people that wanna get into my business....cus they aint nothing to me. I Just care about the people i care and love. So for all those people that wanna talk shit and wanna step into my business......do me a big ass favor and just keep youre mouth shut and mind youre own business cus i aint all up in yours. Let me live my fuckin life in peace i dont need all youre fuckin drama. Dont bring that shit around me or the people i love.

TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.......I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!

I LOVE GERMAINE SUSANA PINAZO!!!!!!!!!!

germz here, updating for the boyfriend cus he hasn't updated since... december? geEez. thas super long ago. ne ways...

hiii weenie! i just wanted to update this xanga of yours because you abandoned it. suckaaa! ne ways i misss you a whole bunch weenie! its only been 6 hours and some minutes and i already miss you so much. booo. oh yeah, and i want to tell you that i had fun today... just being with you, being in your arms, spending time together enum having fun... "man, you don't listen" rowdy boy! you were gonna break me. and gosssh, i love that nose of yours. too cute! just like everything else about you...

so here goes, the countdowns on... 5 days until you come back. remember weenie, be a superhero for me there k? i know its hard, butem just hang in there. it'll take time... just take it one day @ a time... k?

i can't wait until monday when i get to see you again, go shopping, have fun, spend time together... then we could chill everyday after monday... spring break is almost over. pooey.

... and yeah, i'm still scared. pray for me weenie. cus my knees are shakin' like crazy enum paranoia is kicking me in the ass.

... moving on, i don't wanna hafta think 'bout that more than i already have.

oh yeahhh, you know what i just noticed? you got the wrong shirt. not to be all ehhh, butem you got the wrong shirt sexy thang. cus i went to hollister today enum the one that we were supposed to match is not the one you gave me. butem i still love it. cus you gave it to me. we'll just buy another one to match with k? hehe.

and tomorrow, imma get you your present after talent show try outs. so don't you dare get that cd... k? cus imma have it waiting for you on monday... yAy!

well weenie, imma go now... i miss you weenie! don't do ne thing bad k? i sure won't, i promise you that. i hope i get to talk to you... somehow. butem yeah, i love you <3, i miss you, get some sleep, eat like you used to ,take care and hurry back!

happy one year and a day.

<3, thegirlfriendgermz.

Well yall know i only write an entry during an anniversary....so here goes one of them.hahaha.

HAPPY 9 MONTHS TO THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN MY LIFE!!!

This year is about to be done too and i just wanna tell you that YOU made this year one to remember. It all started when we went back out again. I just wanna thank you for being patient with me through the hard times. We've made it this far and its not gonna stop anytime soon. We've shared soooo much as friends and as lovers. You are my heart and soul...youre everything to me. With all the drama i know you get tired of it but just know that we only learn from it and it helps us learn more and more about eachother. So thanks for playing a big roll in my life thanks for putting up with my bullshit thanks for loving me thanks for being my friend and now girlfriend THANKS FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE!!!

Back when I was just me
You were always there to help and support my dreams
And you've encouraged me to see
And want so much more out of life
And you said never mind your fears,
Cause soon they will pass in time
And I want to thank you see cause

All I am and all that I will ever be
Is because of you and I am proud to day
That you helped make me into what I am today
I applaud you for being so patient with me
All I am and all that I will ever be
Is because of you and I am proud to say
No one else could do what you have done for me
You mean the world to me (yeah)

There were times when I was so
Frustrated with you
I felt I didn't want you no more
But then I realized
That without you I would be so alone (yeah)
Whatever right or wrong and im so glad I did cause

See you cause and changed my life
You turned an empty heart to work of art
And open my eyes to the world
I would have never known, for that im grateful
You are my pride and my joy
The closest thing to me next to God above
And ill forever be my first love
And im always gonna give my all to you

happy 7 months suckaaa! or should i say a year and 2 months?

Happy 6 months to my baby.....I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.

"You are in my heart AS MY LOVE forever."  

I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure
I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I
And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to youto you)
Can I just see you every morning when

i've been thinking of a way to phrase it
seem to never find the words to say it
but it's true to say
i've been occupied by other things (i've been occupied by other things)
how could i think that you wouldn't notice (you wouldn't notice)
the absence of our closeness
realizing now
i will never let it happen again (again)

These past days have been hard on us. Im glad that everything is back to the way it was cus i miss it soooo much and I miss you soooo much. I wanna say sorry for the way Ive been actin i deserved what you  gave me. I just wanna let you know that you can trust me and that it wont happen again. Through the hard times my LOVE just gets stronger and stronger. That is why I cant give up on you. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!